Finding you like that in your bed kills me everyday, it should never have happened.

When you were born you changed my life and I gave you everything I could. You are my best friend, my soul mate and the love of my life.

I wish I could have helped you but I take comfort you was in no pain and went in your sleep but no child should go before their parent.

I will make sure everyone knows you and how kind, caring, thoughtful, handsome, sporty boy you was.

The pain gets worse everyday, I love you and miss you so much.

I will see you soon my beautiful boy and I want you to run to me, give me a big hug and say you missed me, like you always did.

Love always and forever 

Mum xxxxxxxx